Jumat, 05 Februari 2010

and I cried myself to sleep

Have you ever feel so hurt but you don't know why? And all you want to do is cry yourself to sleep? Hoping all that weight upon your shoulder will be lifted away when you wake up in the morning. That happens to me sometimes, and the crying thing usually works.

It happened again last night.

Maybe it's because I saw you yesterday morning, wearing that thing I gave you. I was trying so hard to repress you. But the second I cheered thinking I've succeed, you came again, wearing that thing. Really, I could never understand you, nor myself.

Maybe because I'm frustrated on my university life. I'm depressed about the peers that's getting more and more intense. I'm depressed about the lessons that's getting more and more weird for me. I'm depressed because the student clubs I wanted to join but I didn't feel comfortable because of all the peers (again).In the other hand my friends from other universities and faculties seems to have so much fun. Maybe I envy them.

The thing is, the "crying myself to sleep" thing didn't work this time.

3 komentar:

ranfile8 mengatakan...

qyaaaaa... jangan depresiiii... jangan loncat dari mall... we all love youuuu :)

Clarissa Rizky mengatakan...

Qyaaa, trust me i feel exactly the same about our university life. It sooooo f-ing true!! Uh-huh -_-"

the speakerbird mengatakan...

randy: haha thanks raaaan :) ga bakal sampe loncat dari mall jugaaa haha
icha: wow really cha? I thought I'm the only one huhu. masih harus banyak2 adaptasi kali ya :( sometimes I miss high school too much

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